I've just realized that i've been single for quite a long time now, it's been nearly one year. One year without smelling the scent of love. Ini serius. Well, you'd probably think that one year is nothing for you, but as for me? It's a big deal -.- And i don't know why. Because maybe i'm the person who don't usually share my personal problems with my friends neither my family. Well, seriously everytime i stood up infront of them i usally put up my smiley face :D and start to act like everything is okay. I preferred sharing my problems with the girl i love actually. Well, technically one year of keeping problems for me it is a major problemo. No one want's to hear my problems, because everyone expect that i'm always a happy-go-lucky guy, this is the problems of being a extrovert person. Menyesalnya :'(
Well, my point is. This whole year i've been harsh to girls. I mean really harsh. the scent of being gentle is no more in my dictionary. I guess the page is torn by somebody who betrayed in keeping my dictionary. Keep tryin to be a gentleman but at the same time i keep falling down. Maybe because of something and i know the reason why but i don't wanna blame nobody here.
